2013

So 2014 is coming in few hours time. Time passed really fast in 2013. It feels like yesterday was just the start of 2013. 

2013,a year that many may not like it but it is definitely a memorable year for all. We lost people that used to mean a lot to us due to some reasons or even misunderstandings. We met people that we thought they would stay with us throughout 2013.  Also, we met people whom we don't want to meet. Yes,it was one of the horrible year to me but I truthfully enjoyed this full of lesson year. I may lost people that I thought their promise of staying with me forever was real but this is also a way to make me stronger.
Thinking back,I feel so stupid.Well,it's already over but i kinda miss it...oops  hehehe.


                                                             Recap for 2013:)

                                               I lost loads of my photos cuz i changed phone:(

Last day of orientation:)

It was the first and last time gym session with ma sistar,Julia.
I believe we will have chance for another gym session again:)

Meet up with my pri 6 sister, Andrea
Miss her a lot:(

Bugis shopping with the gurls<3

Saw Lee Kwang Soo with
Gareth,Janis,melissa,reiko:)
Had macs for dinner yay hahah

One community walk with schoolmates and seniors in the early morning:)

Going Janis's house became one of our daily activity hhaa/

Last outing with Amulya before he leave..
Really miss his jokes and pranks. sigh.

This was given by my tablemate, Ivan.
He knew I broke up with my ex but he didn't gossip about it.
He also listened to me and gave me advice.
He isn't rich but he could save and buy things for people who are
having difficulties, isn't he nice?

Last day out with Julia
who already left for hongkong:(
We went MBS,Tamp and Bugis:)

My qt pie hahaha.

   

Merry Christmas and Happy new year!

So... This is my 2013:)  Goodbye 2013. I will miss you:')  Hope 2014 will be better and smoother!:) 

no title hehehe

First day of tuition for sec 2 and worned out:/ but luckily I was with ma best friend:-D  I was late (as usual:b) hahha.oops. then we went for dinner at macs(unhealthy tsk tsk) but once in a while is okayy:) while walking home, we have our conversation on the topic of lifee. Hahah. Weird isnt it?:^ Well, like what I told my another friend, ever since I came back,my plans are hanging out w friends, rotting at home [omg] and going tuition. I dont really have special plans which is really sad:// 

And and and! Hyorin won music core todayyyy! [YAYZZZZ] HEHHEHE. Too happy:""

Well, I hope there are 2 winners. One is hyorin and the other is 2NE1 ♡♡ but it is impossible:/

 hyorin unnie showing off her trophy and thanking her fans! (Hyotties and STAR1 FTW!!)

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With jogie :: hehehhe [covered her burger cuz it is too awkward]

As promised, i will upload some of me and qt pie's picture so yeahhh.

Qt pie being cute and me being awkward oops. :"

Sorry for being unglamm:"

back from break

Im back from a 2 weeks break. I want to go back haha. I don't really know what i am thinking.

SISTAR's Hyorin released her solo album,Love & Hate. I like both of her tittle songs- Lonely and One way love.
She is a real diva. Her songs are so catchy. Her voice is so amazing. The lyrics of her songs is also nice and meaningful. Hyorin the best singer in Korea:)

I don't have much things to share about my overseas trip:/ but i miss qt pieee:) (so lazy to upload our photo) I will upload it soon! 

Real diva is here:)

And since i am back, it's time for me to watch The Hunger Games:Catching Fire ! hehe can't wait!

letting go.

Finally,i'm letting go.It isn't easy to let go someone. 
Letting go of someone you like,isn't easy.
You gotta deal with pains such as getting hate by people(unknowingly),
and of course,
jealousy.
tbh,i tried to give up more than 10 times. I thought i could but actually,i can't. 
I do not know why am i still holding on when you have already gave up.
Well,after 1 month or maybe more,i finally let go. 
"Heartbreaks change people"
I learned to stay strong when you left me. Thank you:) xx

071013

Hello!! Hahahha. This Monday seems like a Sunday to me. Special Monday:)
During my exam, I almost fall asleep before finishing my paper. Luckily I tried to keep myself awake by doing some stretching. Hahah.
After the paper, I went to tamp to get some foodie food! Hahha. Then,my friends and I set off to Janis's house.
At Janis's house, we made some pancake and nutella oatmeal. It was successful!:3
Then,we do the same old things--- war,taking pictures and going to the pool and fitness corner. We had really a great timeee!
Today, is also a day I found out me and my crush got favorite song when I saw the lyrics of Nikki Flores - Erased. Our favourite song was big bang- bad boy.:')
Hmmm.. a good and memorable day isn't it?:') 

Nutella oatmeal:)

Pancake with nutella:) YUMYUMMMM:D

♡

yummyyzzzz

silly girl.

It have been one month already. I still don't seem to get over him fully.Still,whenever i see him being so close to juniors,i really feel very jealous. Always hoping that he will talk to me on whatsapp but it will never happen. I still don't know why i am still holding on. 

I always hope he could gave me a chance to stay him back but it can never happen.I just want him to give me a chance to say whatever i want to tell him. I always want to know what went wrong in this relationship. Why am i still keep in the dark? Sigh. 

After he left,my life slowly became black and white. My life is just about studying and playing with friends. I just want a boyfriend like him. He is my perf type but he won't be mine anymore.

Will he care if i still love him? I guess not. I'm just making myself look like a fool by telling him i still like him. I really feel very lost.

I really do not know how to continue my life in this secondary school,seeing he being so close with other juniors instead of me...sigh.

No pain, no gain.

In this world, you have to work hard to achieve goal.
Same for love. Only after we were hurt, then we can learn to be smarter and stronger.
Recently,  because of some reasons so I was sad and depressed. I had gone through lots of heartbreaks. These pains are the ones that make me become stronger. 伤了,痛了,懂了(hurt, pain , understand)
After all heartbreaks, I did get over it but there is alway something that we cant let go. I guess it is the memories.  Feelings may fade but memories never die, never fade. I don't know if he felt the same as me but it is all over.
It's okay if he don't. I will work harder to improve myself.

还是要幸福 by Hebe Tian
你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
I wish you happiness, do not cause tears to fall from another cheek
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨
 All wrongs will end here, do not follow and stay with me forever

Racial Harmony Day 2013

This year, the way of celebrating RHD is so much different from last year. It was my first time wearing Baju Kurung( Malay traditional costume). At first, I didn't really like is because it is long-sleeved(which made me feels hot at times) and the skirt was long until it covered my ankle. I almost stepped onto the skirt when standing up -_- The fun part is I can hold my skirt while walking up the stairs hehe :D I also dunno why I like to do that. Maybe it makes me feel like I'm holding a wedding dress AHAHA.

During recess, I went to take poloroid w my best friends :D heeheh 5 of us were wearing beautiful ethnic costume. We looked so prettyy in the pictureeee hahah.

Last two periods was fun too. We learnt Bangla dance which I had never tried it until that day. The dance was weird but I still had lots of fun learning it. 
I really enjoyed myself and appreciate the event a lot:3

Determination

I am gonna accomplish this challenge by the end of this year. I'm challenging myself.

1st challenge->Grow skinner. Hopefully have abs. I am jealous of girls with abs or skinny waist. And thigh get smaller please. Role model:SISTAR-Soyou

Working hard towards my goal!Fighting minru! Guise,if you have the challenge same as me,work hard w me! Leggo!!!:D

Secrets

I have a bunch of best friends.They were with me through ups and downs. I feel guilty because of one reason. I thought they don't trust me. Thinking again. If they didn't trust me,they won't treat me so nice. 
Although they kept things from me,but I understand why. It is because I had accidentally say out their secrets. I didn't do it on purposely i swear. 
I am the blur queen among them. Actually,my nickname is sotong(aka squid). Maybe they scared i might accidentally say out their secrets.
Sometimes,knowing more might not be a good thing. It might bring you troubles that you don't want. 
Everyone have their own secret. Telling someone is your own risk. I do tell them my secrets but that is because i trust them,i know they won't say. If someone doesn't wish to tell you their secrets,don't pressure them. Think positively. 
Knowing more might bring you troubles.

Couples everywhere

I am jealous of my close friends. Most of them are taken but i am still single. It have been 3 months since i broke up w my ex. My childhood friend thinks that i don't want to move on because i still like my ex but this isn't the real reason. The real reason is i cant find a good guy.
I have a crush. He isn't handsome neither he is fit. I like him not because of his looks or personality. Honestly,we are not even close. But i got a special feelings towards him. How i wish he would know but at the same time, i am scared. I am really shy enough. Hais. What can i do?
My friends all are taken. When they are taken,they are really happy. Even though i am jealous,i still feel happy for them:)
True love will come. It is just the matter of time. I will wait.

hello

Welcome to blog lovelies<3 Like other bloggers,i will post post about my life but i will post about songs that i find its lyrics nice and meaningful too!:)
Small little intro from me:)
I am min ru from Singapore. I love to listen to music. Especially kpop<3 I play sports like badminton and floorball but im a not really trained so my skills aren't that good. I'm a dancer since 2009. Follow me on ig and twitter @minrulahh.
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