silly girl.

It have been one month already. I still don't seem to get over him fully.Still,whenever i see him being so close to juniors,i really feel very jealous. Always hoping that he will talk to me on whatsapp but it will never happen. I still don't know why i am still holding on. 

I always hope he could gave me a chance to stay him back but it can never happen.I just want him to give me a chance to say whatever i want to tell him. I always want to know what went wrong in this relationship. Why am i still keep in the dark? Sigh. 

After he left,my life slowly became black and white. My life is just about studying and playing with friends. I just want a boyfriend like him. He is my perf type but he won't be mine anymore.

Will he care if i still love him? I guess not. I'm just making myself look like a fool by telling him i still like him. I really feel very lost.

I really do not know how to continue my life in this secondary school,seeing he being so close with other juniors instead of me...sigh.

No pain, no gain.

In this world, you have to work hard to achieve goal.
Same for love. Only after we were hurt, then we can learn to be smarter and stronger.
Recently,  because of some reasons so I was sad and depressed. I had gone through lots of heartbreaks. These pains are the ones that make me become stronger. 伤了,痛了,懂了(hurt, pain , understand)
After all heartbreaks, I did get over it but there is alway something that we cant let go. I guess it is the memories.  Feelings may fade but memories never die, never fade. I don't know if he felt the same as me but it is all over.
It's okay if he don't. I will work harder to improve myself.

还是要幸福 by Hebe Tian
你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
I wish you happiness, do not cause tears to fall from another cheek
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨
 All wrongs will end here, do not follow and stay with me forever