silly girl.

It have been one month already. I still don't seem to get over him fully.Still,whenever i see him being so close to juniors,i really feel very jealous. Always hoping that he will talk to me on whatsapp but it will never happen. I still don't know why i am still holding on. 

I always hope he could gave me a chance to stay him back but it can never happen.I just want him to give me a chance to say whatever i want to tell him. I always want to know what went wrong in this relationship. Why am i still keep in the dark? Sigh. 

After he left,my life slowly became black and white. My life is just about studying and playing with friends. I just want a boyfriend like him. He is my perf type but he won't be mine anymore.

Will he care if i still love him? I guess not. I'm just making myself look like a fool by telling him i still like him. I really feel very lost.

I really do not know how to continue my life in this secondary school,seeing he being so close with other juniors instead of me...sigh.